Updated: Jan 18, 2022
Ok. Does anyone else contemplate time and space? I’m not kidding. I often find myself thinking about it. It’s so fascinating! Maybe I sound stupid, but these are the things I think about. I recently started to research quantum mechanics just so I could actually understand it more. Not going to pretend I know anything about it, but I think if I can understand energy and matter more.. well the human mind is infinite so if you can play around with those then woowee imagine what we could do!
The fact that I leave Sydney March 12, 12pm and arrive in Vancouver March 12, at 7am… Crazy isn’t it!! I mean the world revolves around time but it’s man made!
It’s so funny because I honestly used to hate sciences. Maybe just because I didn’t understand it. Once I started to learn about the body I realized how much I really love it.
Do you think there’s different dimensions of time? An alternate reality of your same self happening right now but in the past/future??
But you go travelling and you feel like you’ve aged 30 years in 6 months, when if you were to stay home.. how much do you think you would have grown? I wonder about this stuff too because technically I am 22 years of age. But I definitely do not feel 22. I don’t even know what I feel. Sometimes 65, others 12, majority of time probably late 20s/ early 30s. I mean I make myself laugh because this conversation is with myself. I genuinely have to ask myself how old am I and where am I quite often.
I do also think we can astro-travel. I mean it’s not a think I am quite positive it’s a thing. Just need to learn how to do it. Everything is just different vibrations of energy right? People that I am really close with, we’re always on the same wavelength, I’ll receive a text just as I am about to text them. Anything is just like a muscle, the more you train it the stronger it gets. I think that goes for telepathy too.
Anyways! This is the kind of stuff I think about, usually I don’t talk about it to much because I know I get judged harddd. But I guess I am getting to a stage where I really don’t care what people think about me!! I understand that it’s simply impossible for everyone to like you. So when you stop trying to please those around you, well, life just gets that much more fun. I’m sure you probably live a healthier and longer life too because you’re putting less stress on yourself to please others!
There’s a little insight into what I actually think about. Once again try to be more authentic and vulnerable with the world. <3 I see it as when Eminem rapped about himself in the battle scene in 8 mile… He won the battle because when he acknowledged his weaknesses no one could use them against him. By putting myself out there, I realize how much stronger I actually am. Obviously the opinions of others still influence me, but I am working towards minimizing that effect. People are going to talk about you either way, so may as well get over it now.
One of my favourite quotes - an old African proverb:
“If there is no enemy within, the enemy outside can do you no harm.”